Life

You know life is really difficult right now in our house. I am so thankful that Bill and I are a great team. We literally are giving smooches left and right, saying I love you and thank you more often than not, and giving high 5's as we pass in the day and night. The flood came and went last Friday - literally, the IRS is haunting our dreams, Bill's mother has hours left to live, my niece is fighting for her life in Children's Hospital LA, Bill has his knee surgery consult this week, and Kai has his upper GI testing this week. I am so thankful that we both have secure jobs because we both have had to take and will be taking days off not out of wants, but needs. But, in all and all we have the Lord. My eyes are on him as I try to not drop tears each and every hour of every day. So many plans have gone by the wayside, conversations with dear friends that never seem to have the time to happen, let alone the motivation to smile and move forward. I pray every day that all these prayers will be answered and resolved in the Lord's timing. It's so hard to give up control.